aLl sAy iT's ovEr lEt's sEe

"Nothing left in life, we study our brAins off and go to damned coachings for 6 hours a day for our damned careers and after career damned jobs. It's over, just nothing. Only dragging life."

Said a very good friend of mine(hours after we gave the final board examination).

Tenth class over and only two years left in my beloved school, and people saying that the real life is going to start now and by the real life they mean struggle. Nothing just damned tensions.
At the starting of the tenth standard, I was told that it will be a very hard year. But instead I enjoyed a lot. Kept away from books as much I can. Still I think I did ok in the boards. Hope I get a good percentage.
People brag a lot about hardships and I tell you it's not very hard in the tenth boards.
I don't know about eleventh, let's see what we have got here. I have again made up my mind to study every hour for the two years(but I know I will never be able to do even quarter of it). I made the same promise to myself in tenth and you know what I never studied until the pre-boards came.
I have heard that the next two years will be difficult but tell you all, I will live it to the fullest. Let me look towards a more difficult and hard time.
Hope I will come out of this labyrinth with a lot of injuries because I love injuries. Injuries help a lot, they don't let you forget your bad as well as good times...
There is hope and the whole human kind has been living on hope.
Let's see what's in store.
Love?
Hardship?
Friendship?
Defeat?
or nothing...

I will tell you this after two years
Till I will help myself...

Why do you have to go away???

Why do you have to go away?
with my heart still in a sway
When we really started to know each other
i think you mistook me as a brother
when we really started to talk
your going away is a real knock
you know what dear
your eyes are very clear
i don't know if you will remember me
please do cos' for that i don't take a fee
we never stood together like Leo and Kate
let's see what in offer does have our fate
it has been two years of wait
and now when i get you, why are going away straight
I waited for you under the sky
you never came, i won't ask why
even if you go out of this world to stay
i will remember you cos' i am not made of clay
but at least once tell me
that you love me
i know you do obviously
but i wanna hear, please that's a plea
i curse my bloody luck
everytime only my life sucks
even if you won't see me
just turn around n' i will always be free
i will never see you again
you don't know my pain
even if i don't hear you for decades
i will be standing right here under the stars battling all the blades
I Will love you forever
and never dare to forget to you ever
in my love there will be no slack
and i will always imagine you in black
Hope you live a life well lived
and never ever get stiffed
at last when i confessed my love
you are going to fly away like a dove