Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I just call...

They tell me that they softly caress the forehead and close the eyes. They tell me that they kiss them on their lips and let them sleep. The girl sleeps and then the guy goes away with her fragrance trailing behind him.
I can't really do all this, so I call. I wake up for the whole night and call her, even if she is asleep and doesn't pick it. I still keep her calling, always pushing the redial button. I don't jump walls and bruise myself on blunt edges, I just switch off the lights of my room, lie down on my bed and call her. I don't knock on windows, I just smile at the 'connecting' update on my cell. I don't wait for her to open the window, I just wait and hope for her to pick up the call. I don't spend the whole night whispering into her ears, but whispering to myself the things I will say to her when she will pick up the call. I don't feel her eyebrows brushing my face, just my cell crushing my cheeks. I don't see her lying in her gown, just imagine her sleeping with her pillow in her arms. I don't fear her parents coming to her room, I just fear my parents coming to my room.
I hope she keeps sleeping with that face of hers twisted in a sweet smile. Even if I hate disturbing her, I still hope that she may pick up my call and talk to me with that sleepy voice of hers with a tinge of love in it which makes me feel so good. I spend my owl hours just trying to talk to her but still hoping not to wake her up.
As the sun rises, I sadly keep the cell besides me and putting my arms behind my head, I try to sleep only to find that sleep has abandoned me. I wonder if my love is timid in front of those who jump the walls. I guess I don't know. I guess love is trying to put a smile on the face of the person you love. Be it by jumping walls and surprising her or by astonishing her by giving hundreds of missed calls in a single night...


P.S. - The above post doesn't tells my current heart situation, it is a year old situation... just written now.

7 comments:

Perx said...

Best of luck man.. u r so much in love ki ab bhagwan hi tera malik hai...

Aadya. said...

Wao. I mean simply Wao.
Amazing.

And, after all this, You are still fighting for the right to sleep? :P

Raghav Goyal said...

dude... nicely written i mean it...but dont you think you over did it... i mean i would have killed you if you had called me so many times in one night... but i guess lovers can be exeptions... best of luck and be carefull dont over do it... it may ruin your chance... by the way does she even know?

falcon said...

You are lost dude...
God (if exists) may help you...

workhard said...

Nice.. just make sure you dont piss her off with 100 missed calls


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verbivorehere said...

LOL@ the PS..u almost made me congratulate you till i read it :P hope ur 'erally romantic' love is still going strong :) the post is so touching!

Crepuscule Colour said...

Sensitive..
And surprising coming from you.
A peek into reality.

A different take obviously.

"I don't spend the whole night whispering into her ears, but whispering to myself the things I will say to her when she will pick up the call."

Happens to the best of us. Things said that don't even fall on anyone's ears. I mean, really, shouldn't miss stuff "planned to be said" but never actually said.